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THE WHITE HERON
Sarah Orne Jewett
The woods were already filled with shadows one June evening, just before
eight o'clock, though a bright sunset still glimmered faintly among
the trunks of the trees. A little girl was driving home her cow, a plodding,
dilatory, provoking creature in her behavior, but a valued companion
for all that. They were going away from the western light, and striking
deep into the dark woods, but their feet were familiar with the path,
and it was no matter whether their eyes could see it or not.
There was hardly a night the summer through when the old cow could be
found waiting at the pasture bars; on the contrary, it was her greatest
pleasure to hide herself away among the high huckleberry bushes, and
though she wore a loud bell she had made the discovery that if one stood
perfectly still it would not ring. So Sylvia had to hunt for her until
she found her, and call Co' ! Co' ! with never an answering Moo, until
her childish patience was quite spent. If the creature had not given
good milk and plenty of it, the case would have seemed very different
to her owners. Besides, Sylvia had all the time there was, and very
little use to make of it. Sometimes in pleasant weather it was a consolation
to look upon the cow's pranks as an intelligent attempt to play hide
and seek, and as the child had no playmates she lent herself to this
amusement with a good deal of zest. Though this chase had been so long
that the wary animal herself had given an unusual signal of her whereabouts,
Sylvia had only laughed when she came upon Mistress Moolly at the swamp-side,
and urged her affectionately homeward with a twig of birch leaves. The
old cow was not inclined to wander farther, she even turned in the right
direction for once as they left the pasture, and stepped along the road
at a good pace. She was quite ready to be milked now, and seldom stopped
to browse. Sylvia wondered what her grandmother would say because they
were so late. It was a great while since she had left home at half past
five o'clock, but everybody knew the difficulty of making this errand
a short one. Mrs. Tilley had chased the hornéd torment too many
summer evenings herself to blame any one else for lingering, and was
only thankful as she waited that she had Sylvia, nowadays, to give such
valuable assistance.
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The good woman suspected that Sylvia loitered occasionally on her own
account; there never was such a child for straying about out-of-doors
since the world was made! Everybody said that it was a good change for
a little maid who had tried to grow for eight years in a crowded manufacturing
town, but, as for Sylvia herself, it seemed as if she never had been
alive at all before she came to live at the farm. She thought often
with wistful compassion of a wretched dry geranium that belonged to
a town neighbor.
"'Afraid of folks,'" old Mrs. Tilley said to herself, with
a smile, after she had made the unlikely choice of Sylvia from her daughter's
houseful of children, and was returning to the farm. "'Afraid of
folks,' they said! I guess she won't be troubled no great with 'em up
to the old place!" When they reached the door of the lonely house
and stopped to unlock it, and the cat came to purr loudly, and rub against
them, a deserted pussy, indeed, but fat with young robins, Sylvia whispered
that this was a beautiful place to live in, and she never should wish
to go home.
The companions followed the shady wood-road, the cow taking slow steps,
and the child very fast ones. The cow stopped long at the brook to drink,
as if the pasture were not half a swamp, and Sylvia stood still and
waited, letting her bare feet cool themselves in the shoal water, while
the great twilight moths struck softly against her. She waded on through
the brook as the cow moved away, and listened to the thrushes with a
heart that beat fast with pleasure. There was a stirring in the great
boughs overhead. They were full of little birds and beasts that seemed
to be wide-awake, and going about their world, or else saying good-night
to each other in sleepy twitters. Sylvia herself felt sleepy as she
walked along. However, it was not much farther to the house, and the
air was soft and sweet. She was not often in the woods so late as this,
and it made her feel as if she were a part of the gray shadows and the
moving leaves. She was just thinking how long it seemed since she first
came to the farm a year ago, and wondering if everything went on in
the noisy town just the same as when she was there; the thought of the
great red-faced boy who used to chase and frighten her made her hurry
along the path to escape from the shadow of the trees.
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Suddenly this little woods-girl is horror-stricken to hear a clear
whistle not very far away. Not a bird's whistle, which would have a
sort of friendliness, but a boy's whistle, determined, and somewhat
aggressive. Sylvia left the cow to whatever sad fate might await her,
and stepped discreetly aside into the bushes, but she was just too late.
The enemy had discovered her, and called out in a very cheerful and
persuasive tone, "Halloa, little girl, how far is it to the road?"
and trembling Sylvia answered almost inaudibly, "A good ways."
She did not dare to look boldly at the tall young man, who carried
a gun over his shoulder, but she came out of her bush and again followed
the cow, while he walked alongside.
"I have been hunting for some birds," the stranger said kindly,
"and I have lost my way, and need a friend very much. Don't be
afraid," he added gallantly. "Speak up and tell me what your
name is, and whether you think I can spend the night at your house,
and go out gunning early in the morning."
Sylvia was more alarmed than before. Would not her grandmother consider
her much to blame? But who could have foreseen such an accident as this?
It did not appear to be her fault, and she hung her head as if the stem
of it were broken, but managed to answer "Sylvy," with much
effort when her companion again asked her name.
Mrs. Tilley was standing in the doorway when the trio came into view.
The cow gave a loud moo by way of explanation.
"Yes, you'd better speak up for yourself, you old trial! Where'd
she tucked herself away this time, Sylvy?" But Sylvia kept an awed
silence; she knew by instinct that her grandmother did not comprehend
the gravity of the situation. She must be mistaking the stranger for
one of the farmer-lads of the region.
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The young man stood his gun beside the door, and dropped a heavy game-bag
beside it; then he bade Mrs. Tilley good-evening, and repeated his wayfarer's
story, and asked if he could have a night's lodging.
"Put me anywhere you like," he said. "I must be off early
in the morning, before day; but I am very hungry, indeed. You can give
me some milk at any rate, that's plain."
"Dear sakes, yes," responded the hostess, whose long slumbering
hospitality seemed to be easily awakened. "You might fare better
if you went out on the main road a mile or so, but you're welcome to
what we've got. I'll milk right off, and you make yourself at home.
You can sleep on husks or feathers," she proffered graciously.
"I raised them all myself. There's good pasturing for geese just
below here towards the ma'sh. Now step round and set a plate for the
gentleman, Sylvy!" And Sylvia promptly stepped. She was glad to
have something to do, and she was hungry herself.
It was a surprise to find so clean and comfortable a little dwelling
in this New England wilderness. The young man had known the horrors
of its most primitive housekeeping, and the dreary squalor of that level
of society which does not rebel at the companionship of hens. This was
the best thrift of an old-fashioned farmstead, though on such a small
scale that it seemed like a hermitage. He listened eagerly to the old
woman's quaint talk, he watched Sylvia's pale face and shining gray
eyes with ever growing enthusiasm, and insisted that this was the best
supper he had eaten for a month; then, afterward, the new-made friends
sat down in the doorway together while the moon came up.
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Soon it would be berry-time, and Sylvia was a great help at picking.
The cow was a good milker, though a plaguy thing to keep track of, the
hostess gossiped frankly, adding presently that she had buried four
children, so that Sylvia's mother, and a son (who might be dead) in
California were all the children she had left. "Dan, my boy, was
a great hand to go gunning," she explained sadly. "I never
wanted for pa'tridges or gray squer'ls while he was to home. He's been
a great wand'rer, I expect, and he's no hand to write letters. There,
I don't blame him, I'd ha' seen the world myself if it had been so I
could.["]
"Sylvia takes after him," the grandmother continued affectionately,
after a minute's pause. "There ain't a foot o' ground she don't
know her way over, and the wild creatur's counts her one o' themselves.
Squer'ls she'll tame to come an' feed right out o' her hands, and all
sorts o' birds. Last winter she got the jay-birds to bangeing here,
and I believe she'd 'a' scanted herself of her own meals to have plenty
to throw out amongst 'em, if I hadn't kep' watch. Anything but crows,
I tell her, I'm willin' to help support -- though Dan he had a tamed
one o' them that did seem to have reason same as folks. It was round
here a good spell after he went away. Dan an' his father they didn't
hitch, -- but he never held up his head ag'in after Dan had dared him
an' gone off."
The guest did not notice this hint of family sorrows in his eager
interest in something else.
"So Sylvy knows all about birds, does she?" he exclaimed,
as he looked round at the little girl who sat, very demure but increasingly
sleepy, in the moonlight. "I am making a collection of birds myself.
I have been at it ever since I was a boy." (Mrs. Tilley smiled.)
"There are two or three very rare ones I have been hunting for
these five years. I mean to get them on my own ground if they can be
found.["]
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"Do you cage 'em up?" asked Mrs. Tilley doubtfully, in response
to this enthusiastic announcement.
"Oh, no, they're stuffed and preserved, dozens and dozens of them,"
said the ornithologist, "and I have shot or snared every one myself.
I caught a glimpse of a white heron three miles from here on Saturday,
and I have followed it in this direction. They have never been found
in thisdistrict at all. The little white heron, it is," and he
turned again to look at Sylvia with the hope of discovering that the
rare bird was one of her acquaintances.
But Sylvia was watching a hop-toad in the narrow footpath.
"You would know the heron if you saw it," the stranger continued
eagerly. "A queer tall white bird with soft feathers and long thin
legs. And it would have a nest perhaps in the top of a high tree, made
of sticks, something like a hawk's nest."
Sylvia's heart gave a wild beat; she knew that strange white bird, and
had once stolen softly near where it stood in some bright green swamp
grass, away over at the other side of the woods. There was an open place
where the sunshine always seemed strangely yellow and hot, where tall,
nodding rushes grew, and her grandmother had warned her that she might
sink in the soft black mud underneath and never be heard of more. Not
far beyond were the salt marshes and beyond those was the sea, the sea
which Sylvia wondered and dreamed about, but never had looked upon,
though its great voice could often be heard above the noise of the woods
on stormy nights.
"I can't think of anything I should like so much as to find that
heron's nest," the handsome stranger was saying. "I would
give ten dollars to anybody who could show it to me," he added
desperately, "and I mean to spend my whole vacation hunting for
it if need be. Perhaps it was only migrating, or had been chased out
of its own region by some bird of prey."
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Mrs. Tilley gave amazed attention to all this, but Sylvia still watched
the toad, not divining, as she might have done at some calmer time,
that the creature wished to get to its hole under the doorstep, and
was much hindered by the unusual spectators at that hour of the evening.
No amount of thought, that night, could decide how many wished-for treasures
the ten dollars, so lightly spoken of, would buy.
The next day the young sportsman hovered about the woods, and Sylvia
kept him company, having lost her first fear of the friendly lad, who
proved to be most kind and sympathetic. He told her many things about
the birds and what they knew and where they lived and what they did
with themselves. And he gave her a jack-knife, which she thought as
great a treasure as if she were a desert-islander. All day long he did
not once make her troubled or afraid except when he brought down some
unsuspecting singing creature from its bough. Sylvia would have liked
him vastly better without his gun; she could not understand why he killed
the very birds he seemed to like so much. But as the day waned, Sylvia
still watched the young man with loving admiration. She had never seen
anybody so charming and delightful; the woman's heart, asleep in the
child, was vaguely thrilled by a dream of love. Some premonition of
that great power stirred and swayed these young foresters who traversed
the solemn woodlands with soft-footed silent care. They stopped to listen
to a bird's song; they pressed forward again eagerly, parting the branches,
-- speaking to each other rarely and in whispers; the young man going
first and Sylvia following, fascinated, a few steps behind, with her
gray eyes dark with excitement.
She grieved because the longed-for white heron was elusive, but she
did not lead the guest, she only followed, and there was no such thing
as speaking first. The sound of her own unquestioned voice would have
terrified her, -- it was hard enough to answer yes or no when there
was need of that. At last evening began to fall, and they drove the
cow home together, and Sylvia smiled with pleasure when they came to
the place where she heard the whistle and was afraid only the night
before.
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II.
Half a mile from home, at the farther edge of the woods, where the land
was highest, a great pine-tree stood, the last of its generation. Whether
it was left for a boundary mark, or for what reason, no one could say;
the woodchoppers who had felled its mates were dead and gone long ago,
and a whole forest of sturdy trees, pines and oaks and maples, had grown
again. But the stately head of this old pine towered above them all
and made a landmark for sea and shore miles and miles away. Sylvia knew
it well. She had always believed that whoever climbed to the top of
it could see the ocean; and the little girl had often laid her hand
on the great rough trunk and looked up wistfully at those dark boughs
that the wind always stirred, no matter how hot and still the air might
be below. Now she thought of the tree with a new excitement, for why,
if one climbed it at break of day, could not one see all the world,
and easily discover whence the white heron flew, and mark the place,
and find the hidden nest?
What a spirit of adventure, what wild ambition! What fancied triumph
and delight and glory for the later morning when she could make known
the secret! It was almost too real and too great for the childish heart
to bear.
All night the door of the little house stood open, and the whippoorwills
came and sang upon the very step . The young sportsman and his old hostess
were sound asleep, but Sylvia's great design kept her broad awake and
watching. She forgot to think of sleep. The short summer night seemed
as long as the winter darkness, and at last when the whippoorwills ceased,
and she was afraid the morning would after all come too soon, she stole
out of the house and followed the pasture path through the woods, hastening
toward the open ground beyond, listening with a sense of comfort and
companionship to the drowsy twitter of a half-awakened bird, whose perch
she had jarred in passing. Alas, if the great wave of human interest
which flooded for the first time this dull little life should sweep
away the satisfactions of an existence heart to heart with nature and
the dumb life of the forest!
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There was the huge tree asleep yet in the paling moonlight,
and small and hopeful Sylvia began with utmost bravery to mount to the
top of it, with tingling, eager blood coursing the channels of her whole
frame, with her bare feet and fingers, that pinched and held like bird's
claws to the monstrous ladder reaching up, up, almost to the sky itself.
First she must mount the white oak tree that grew alongside, where she
was almost lost among the dark branches and the green leaves heavy and
wet with dew; a bird fluttered off its nest, and a red squirrel ran
to and fro and scolded pettishly at the harmless housebreaker. Sylvia
felt her way easily. She had often climbed there, and knew that higher
still one of the oak's upper branches chafed against the pine trunk,
just where its lower boughs were set close together. There, when she
made the dangerous pass from one tree to the other, the great enterprise
would really begin.
She crept out along the swaying oak limb at last, and took the daring
step across into the old pine-tree. The way was harder than she thought;
she must reach far and hold fast, the sharp dry twigs caught and held
her and scratched her like angry talons, the pitch made her thin little
fingers clumsy and stiff as she went round and round the tree's great
stem, higher and higher upward. The sparrows and robins in the woods
below were beginning to wake and twitter to the dawn, yet it seemed
much lighter there aloft in the pine-tree, and the child knew that she
must hurry if her project were to be of any use.
The tree seemed to lengthen itself out as she went up, and to reach
farther and farther upward. It was like a great main-mast to the voyaging
earth; it must truly have been amazed that morning through all its ponderous
frame as it felt this determined spark of human spirit creeping and
climbing its way from higher branch to branch. Who knows how steadily
the least twigs held themselves to advantage this light, weak creature
on her way! The old pine must have loved his new dependent. More than
all the hawks, and bats, and moths, and even the sweet-voiced thrushes,
was the brave, beating heart of the solitary gray-eyed child. And the
tree stood still and held away the winds that June morning while the
dawn grew bright in the east.
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Sylvia's face was like a pale star, if one had seen it from the ground,
when the last thorny bough was past, and she stood trembling and tired
but wholly triumphant, high in the tree-top. Yes, there was the sea
with the dawning sun making a golden dazzle over it, and toward that
glorious east flew two hawks with slow-moving pinions. How low they
looked in the air from that height when before one had only seen them
far up, and dark against the blue sky. Their gray feathers were as soft
as moths; they seemed only a little way from the tree, and Sylvia felt
as if she too could go flying away among the clouds. Westward, the woodlands
and farms reached miles and miles into the distance; here and there
were church steeples, and white villages; truly it was a vast and awesome
world.
The birds sang louder and louder. At last the sun came up bewilderingly
bright. Sylvia could see the white sails of ships out at sea, and the
clouds that were purple and rose-colored and yellow at first began to
fade away. Where was the white heron's nest in the sea of green branches,
and was this wonderful sight and pageant of the world the only reward
for having climbed to such a giddy height? Now look down again, Sylvia,
where the green marsh is set among the shining birches and dark hemlocks;
there where you saw the white heron once you will see him again; look,
look! a white spot of him like a single floating feather comes up from
the dead hemlock and grows larger, and rises, and comes close at last,
and goes by the landmark pine with steady sweep of wing and outstretched
slender neck and crested head. And wait! wait! do not move a foot or
a finger, little girl, do not send an arrow of light and consciousness
from your two eager eyes, for the heron has perched on a pine bough
not far beyond yours, and cries back to his mate on the nest, and plumes
his feathers for the new day!
The child gives a long sigh a minute later when a company of shouting
cat-birds comes also to the tree, and vexed by their fluttering and
lawlessness the solemn heron goes away. She knows his secret now, the
wild, light, slender bird that floats and wavers, and goes back like
an arrow presently to his home in the green world beneath. Then Sylvia,
well satisfied, makes her perilous way down again, not daring to look
far below the branch she stands on, ready to cry sometimes because her
fingers ache and her lamed feet slip. Wondering over and over again
what the stranger would say to her, and what he would think when she
told him how to find his way straight to the heron's nest.
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"Sylvy, Sylvy!" called the busy old grandmother again and
again, but nobody answered, and the small husk bed was empty, and Sylvia
had disappeared.
The guest waked from a dream, and remembering his day's pleasure hurried
to dress himself that it might sooner begin. He was sure from the way
the shy little girl looked once or twice yesterday that she had at least
seen the white heron, and now she must really be persuaded to tell.
Here she comes now, paler than ever, and her worn old frock is torn
and tattered, and smeared with pine pitch. The grandmother and the sportsman
stand in the door together and question her, and the splendid moment
has come to speak of the dead hemlock-tree by the green marsh.
But Sylvia does not speak after all, though the old grandmother fretfully
rebukes her, and the young man's kind, appealing eyes are looking straight
in her own. He can make them rich with money; he has promised it, and
they are poor now. He is so well worth making happy, and he waits to
hear the story she can tell.
No, she must keep silence! What is it that suddenly forbids her and
makes her dumb? Has she been nine years growing, and now, when the great
world for the first time puts out a hand to her, must she thrust it
aside for a bird's sake? The murmur of the pine's green branches is
in her ears, she remembers how the white heron came flying through the
golden air and how they watched the sea and the morning together, and
Sylvia cannot speak; she cannot tell the heron's secret and give its
life away.
Dear loyalty, that suffered a sharp pang as the guest went away disappointed
later in the day, that could have served and followed him and loved
him as a dog loves! Many a night Sylvia heard the echo of his whistle
haunting the pasture path as she came home with the loitering cow. She
forgot even her sorrow at the sharp report of his gun and the piteous
sight of thrushes and sparrows dropping silent to the ground, their
songs hushed and their pretty feathers stained and wet with blood. Were
the birds better friends than their hunter might have been, -- who can
tell? Whatever treasures were lost to her, woodlands and summer-time,
remember! Bring your gifts and graces and tell your secrets to this
lonely country child!
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Jewett comments on "A White Heron"
From a letter to Annie Fields, written in early 1886 (Fields, Letters,
59-60). "Mr. Howells thinks that this age frowns upon the romantic,
that it is no use to write romance any more; but dear me, how much of
it there is left in every-day life after all. It must be the fault of
the writers that such writing is dull, but what shall I do with my 'White
Heron` now she is written? She isn't a very good magazine story, but
I love her, and I mean to keep her for the beginning of my next book
and the reason for Mrs. Whitman's pretty cover."
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